Sunday, July 20, 2008

Weird feeling...

Today is the last day of my holiday...

I am suppose to feel excited because I am starting clinicals tomorrow. Something which I had been looking forward to since I entered Medical school.

I don't feel the excitement. I don't feel the happiness. I feel scared and worried. I don't know why...

Probably because I am homesick?

Probably because I am all alone here? further away from my IMU companions compared to last sem?

Probably because I am expecting a lot from myself?

Probably because I am worried that I can't wake up tomorrow?=(

(Chia Huan...Stop worrying...)

But, there are a few things that made me feel good...

Meeting up with Sonali for dinner was really great...thanks gal for being my close friend here...I enjoy ur company.

Webcam-ing with my parents had been great...maybe one day my whole family can web cam together...even with san ge, san sao and amy in Sabah...

I miss my winter hol back in Malaysia...I miss my friends.

But, still have to go and sleep now...can't imagine what would happen if i can't wake up in time tomorrow.

Good night...

2 comments:

Yuen said...

Hi Chia Huan!! How did your one-week orientation go? =) Found your link on my friend's blog, so here I am!!! XD

A little intro here, first off:

This is one of your IMU seniors currently in Sem 10 at Melbourne Uni. We've met before at the "IMU junior-senior gathering" somewhere in Feb/March this year. It's been a long while since we last met, so I'm not sure if you still remember me. heh.

Anyway, whereabout are you doing your clinicals, and if you happen to be posted to RMH (where I am for the time being), feel free to contact me if you have any "burning questions" regarding clinicals. Will be around for the first 3 weeks before I get "shipped" to some rural hospital. =P

Chia Huan said...

Hey ya...I remember you..we sent u back that day right?

I am posted to austin...yeah...could i get your contacts? as in email add or phone number so that it would be easier for me to contact u..how have u been?did well in finals? good luck in sem 10...=)